What do thease dreams mean?/say about me?

I have had a few sex dreams in the past few years but always i would get interupted in the dream (not by someone nocking on a door and me waking up) like i was once having a really good bj and a girls parents walk in (we were both 13) i was married and some kids through rocks at my window and my wife stopped then went on the next dream or i would wake up with no disturbance around me. i would ejaculate during half of them(mabey more), but recently im not having sex dreams but my goal to make out with a girl and get to second base (i dont want to have sex with anyone who isnt my soulmate so this is my goal for when i go into highschool this year, which im 14) which i had a dream where i did so last night it was the first time i didnt have a dream with a fictional woman or the sexy ginger who i often see, why i belive it was wierd as it felt so real i remember almost every detai l i actually remembered thinking and not basically being programmed in the dream i remember thinking that this person is such a slut(strangly though i do not use this word much) because we have rarly talked and now she wants to make out topless, i remember worring about getting an erection, i remember it almost perfectly eventually i decided to have sex with her and humped a few times then a car pulled up with my mom and step dad so i got dressed left and woke up. There was no noise outside of my room so i new it wasnt because i was disturbed and it felt so real that i didnt realise it wasnt until a few mins i woke up. Why do i never finish my dreams and why did that one seem so real? why was i able to think and almost consously decide what to do? and why didnt i have a fantasy girl instead of one i used to have a crush on? (dont anymore due to different religous belifes and she would probably hate me as im a pagan and shes a christain who belives everything her parents told her (though noone but my mom and step dad knows im pagan) and havnt seen her in a few months let alone talked to her) why was i able to completly remember? as i have only remembered about 5 dreams after ive woken up and i am just curious to those wiccans and pagans out there (im a new pagan) how do you find your god or goddess?(you dont have to answer that to recive points im just curious.