Boyfriend says im a dirty whore for stripping, ADVICE?

I'm so sorry that you are having so many struggles in your life right now. I know from personal experience that having a child changes you in alot of ways. Things you would normally be against suddenly becomes an easy way out. I do not judge you for doing what you are doing. In saying that, i also do not like strip bars either. I worked in one temporarly when I was younger because I was leaving my daughter's abusive father. I moved to the city to start over and and didn't find a job very easily. I searched for months and was getting very discouraged. My friends and cousin worked as dancers and had for years and told me I should come and make some money real quick by dancing. I didnt want to at all...but I also did'nt want my daughter to suffer and need anything that I couldn't provide. So, I went to dance for a few months just to get on my feet. The whole time I was there, I was digusted with myself and I cried every night when I got home because I thought I had hit a real low point in my life. I finally with alot of faith and looking every day was offered a job and hired. I was able to quit the club. I realized that as a mother we love our children so much we do what ever it takes to make sure they have what they need. Mother hood takes sacrafice. I made a choice to do something i despise in order to get ahead. Thats what you are doing now. That does not make you a bad person. Your boyfriend is upset and he has a right to be because you kept this from him but at the same time he should not make you feel as though you are a bad person for the desicion you made. If he was able to provide for you better you wouldn't be in the position you are in the first place. So, don't let him get you down. Life is full of struggles and sacrafices and it teaches us to be strong in the face of humility. Stay strong. Things will get better for you.